20190930

WORTH IT?

Is it worth it?
Will it be worthy?

Question that i keep asking myself these days. Is what i am doing now worth it for all the effort i put in, time i spend, the risk and all the sacrifice.

Should i just go regular. I saw some of the regular live their life happily. Live regularly untill the day they die.

Honestly i am really tired. All the will drained from my body. I just want to shut down. I keep pushing myself to earn more. For what i also dont know the correct answer. Is it for safe cushion future or just pure satisfaction.

May i find it one day.