20191223

For You My Wife

Telah ku siapkan
satu daerah paling sunyi
Dalam hati ini
untuk kau isi sebagai isteri

You asked me hundred times of this question. The answer will be the same. It won't be as what other men will say. All those nice stuff. Honestly i had known a lot of women. Only with you, i shall be complete. You can withstand all the test and hurdle up ahead. You can stand the pressure to be push forward. You know what i want to be. I cannot be with someone who be mess up with all those petty stuff. Both of us know from the beginning what we need to sacrifice for our future.

You shall always be at the special place.

Untuk kau penuhi dengan kemuliaan seorang wanita
Untuk kau beri erti dengan kelembutan
Untuk kau hargai dengan kasih sayang

You shall be the soft and lovely part in our small family. I will push all of us to be the best from the best. Our kids will suffer but end of the day i am sure they shall understand. That how i was raised up and our kids will be same.  You shall be that soft place to hear their cry. There is no place for failure in our family. You shall shape our kids will all the good nature.

Ku ingin kau jadi wanita mulia
Yang tahu harga budi dan hati
Seorang lelaki bernama suami
Kerana engkau isteri

I am not good in expressing my love or appreciation. I am not romantic but i know you now i love you for all of it. I want to give our family a good life not matter where we are. Ensure all of us achieve our dream.

Ku ingin kau mengerti bahawa hidup ini
Tak semudah yang kita janjikan
Yang kita janjikan
Kerana kau isteriku

From day one of our marriage, i know i need to shape and care for everything even though  we had to have all those fight. If i decide to run from it our marriage shall just be a time bomb. I am sorry for all those fight but i know it for our own good. All the thing i band you from doing (masih lagi sendawa kuat) and the way i want you to do thing (sedapkan jemput resepi i) is for our own good. I also try to accept the way you do thing but you know your husband is a hardheaded.

I love you sayang.

20191205

Rainbow and Butterflies

Sons,

Life is no rainbow and butterflies
People won't do anything for free or sincerely
There will always be a limit of it
Even Blood, relative, brother or sister all is human
Maybe their limit different but there will always be limit

Anything you do, you are on your own. Make sure you do anything you can first. Dont make plan for other to help you. I raise you up. I know you can do it.

20191202

ZUL

Ada satu lelaki namanya Zul. Dia tidak pandai menulis membaca. Dia rajin bekerja. Dulu dia bekerja Radicare. Dia Gigih bekerja. Butanya dia tidak pandai menggunakan ATM. Setiap bulan orang akan tolong keluarkan duit gaji nya. Namau dia ditipu habis lesap duitnya. Tiada siapa mahu berkahwin dengan nya kerana dia buta huruf. Dia ditipu janda tua. Janda hanya mahu duitnya. Bila sudah tiada duit dia dihalau. Kini dia bekerja dengan Alam Flora. Setiap hari dia mengutip sampah. Zul hanya bangun pagi kerja boleh makan dan minum. 6 hari seminggu dia memakai uniform merah itu membersih sampah orang. Hari ahad dia berpakaian lusuh ke kebun tanah pusaka. Dia bahagia. Hatinya senang.

Itu Zul. Akal nya buta. Buta Huruf. Namun, Hati nya senang.

Kita yang celik ini ? Buta dengan dunia. Mahukan segala yang tak mampu dimiliki. Kerana apa? Kerana hati kita buta.