If I go this maybe a new experience. New adventure. Will it be worth it? Will all the sacrifice be worth the gain.
What is if I just resign?
How bad will i struggle. How badly I need to fight back. Can I do it? Will it be a start to something better?
Whatever I am doing I want to do it at my own term. I want to be in control. If I really going away it must be due to I am wanting to do it not because I am force to. I don't want to be that 40 50 years old guy that are forced to the be thrown around because he has nowhere to go and he need the job to make a living.