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Esok aku dah nak balik. Tempat parking kau pun aku dah siapkan. Dari Hari Raya lagi membuat tempat parking kau nasib sempat siapkan petang tadi dalam hujan hujan. Aku pun pagi bangun dah pukul berapa  nak menyiapkan benda kau tu. Itupun abah ada tolong dua tiga hari. Kau duduk la dekat rumah ni. Nanti ada la abah guna kau nak kemana kemana. Kalau aku bawa balik kau pun tak berguna sangat. Dari dulu aku sibuk nak mendapat kau. Lepas tu sekarang ni kau ada apa boleh buat. Dia pun tak naik kau lagi. Nampak kau pun tak pernah aku rasa. Padahal tujuan sebenar kau ada tak payah la dia asyik berjalan kaki ke sana ke mari dengan jalan berbahaya tu. Nak pergi makan pun asyik seksyen tujuh memanjang. Sampai aku pun tak tahu nak pergi kedai mana dah. Ini pulak jadinya. Kelakar kelakar. Aku juga semua nak kejar. Lepas tu lupa dia. Tak tahu mana penting mana tak. 

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Susun kemas kemas kasi cantik 


Gambaran akhir. Diharap hasilnya lebih kurang ini


Sepatutnya aku balik lagi sekali rumput rumput tu mesti dah panjang sikit. Nak jadi macam gambaran akhir. Lambat lagila. Dalam satu post aku dah ceritakan impian aku, cinta aku, dan apa aku buat sepanjang seminggu cuti.

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A sort of wise man once told me a story. Someone ask him is it fair that god create people with fate to be poor and rich, good and bad and later they will be thrown to Hell and other to heaven. The sort of wise man than think a while and said god did not give your fate. He gave you path and options. You choose it and some declare it as your fate. The the sort of wise man ask back. Is it fair that you had chosen your own path and option then put the fault on fate and god. It is not a fate until it is already done. You had the will to change and pick the option. This is anarchism in islamic view. You should not let other pick your path just for the sake of "dah banyak makan garam" or he see the bigger picture. Do not be held by the system to constraint your life. What people before you do and fail should be taken notice but it's should not scare you to do and make a better of its  Accept it as your fate, regret it when thing goes wrong that is the biggest mistake. Turn your life start living your impian and kemahuan.