TAKE TIME READ

Don't ever compare other life with yours. You might think you got the hardest life but this does make you able to said that other people hardship nothing compare to you. Remember when you came to something and whine as if you gonna die do other mock you. They just silent and let you be. Everyone have a choice if you think too much but cannot make the action then suck you. Every time you said why this happen to me is because you are too coward to make a decision. Stuck being coward and let your life being other ass forever. There is never late until you are alive. Cherish the one that give in your life. Don't take them easy. There are not your servant. One day the may decide to be gone forever and if they are ready gone take lesson and don't let the other left you too. Taking other easy show how bad you are in appreciating other. Learn and learn not to do this from the opportunity you got. In life there are only us to blame. 

writing to who that inspire me who that concern and who decided to make a change in their life  

It easy to say what goes around come around.
How on the receiving end of it ? 
Some turn up good some turn up bad
How about your past haunted you back
Where will you run.
When you are on a thing u will not take much of its aftermatch
But now it creep back at me.
Totally worthless if i can cancel back my past i will
But i can't i have to take the pain and suffering
Make for the forgiveness and look forward
There is nothing but regret.
Dear god you can put me in any pain but don't take the one that i love far away from me.
Don't hurt her or them. She is to much for me. A day without her is an empty jar.
Please her believe me.