Doc, I'm dying, I'm feeling compromised
And so dehumanized
I lost my final fight to disease, I feel that this is where it ends
I need that shot to enter my vein
My Brompton Cocktail blend
The agony is one hell of a fight. The result that contradict the choice. The burden it put on. The pain of disappointing all hope that been given. The feel when the one did not understand you. Give me my Brompton Cocktail Blend so i can just forget all this and sleep through and never awaken.
'Cause I can't feel my face
I won't struggle on
In a world so cold
In a world so wrong
It been dark for me. It all when wrong. In a moment like that. It been long seen i got fuckup. These one hit me real good. My bone are freezing and my skin is bleeding from all the shattering.
I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong
In a lie...
I know i had to face all this. There a thousand ways to do it but why these. Why sentence me to this cruelty. Stab me if you want. Take me to rest but don't take the hope on me. I have my wrong but the right i for other did make up for it for you
I'm tired, induced euphoria
To help me move along
I wanna meet my maker in peace, I want to feel alive again
So put that smile back on my face and mix it strong my friend
I put my body through something i never done before. The pain i put for it why now. Why you ruin it now. When these happen she never understand it. The pain just double. I am no normal people failure is not an option for me. Give hell to others. That make a different between me and them.
I believe my sins will be forgiven
And I believe my choice will save me from this life
Please don't question why
My sins have been forgotten
I believe I'll find peace in afterlife
Please don't question why I left this way
If you decide to laugh now it your call believe i be back again. I am a man of vengeance. Next time i gonna hit you real hard. I did it once and did it again. I don't need someone to tell me what I need someone to hear my pain and take it as your too.