IRONI

Dulu masa kecik nak beli benda yang kau suka duit tak cukup.
Komik doraemon, dragonball baru 3.50
Lego baru 50++
Hotwheel baru 5 ringgit

Tapi apakan daya duit tak cukup xmampu beli

Sekarang ada duit extra barang pulak tak ada
Komik doraemon dengan dragonball dah hampir pupus.

Lego dan hotwheel harga dah double.

Haish

"When the thing available you dont have enough resources to own it. Now you have resources but the thing not available on market allready"

WORTH IT?

Is it worth it?
Will it be worthy?

Question that i keep asking myself these days. Is what i am doing now worth it for all the effort i put in, time i spend, the risk and all the sacrifice.

Should i just go regular. I saw some of the regular live their life happily. Live regularly untill the day they die.

Honestly i am really tired. All the will drained from my body. I just want to shut down. I keep pushing myself to earn more. For what i also dont know the correct answer. Is it for safe cushion future or just pure satisfaction.

May i find it one day.

APABILA SEMALAM JADI HARINI

"BERAKIT RAKIT KEHULU BERENANG RENANG KETEPIAN"

Adamasa orang susah akan tengok kesusahan diri dan salahkan nasib salahkan orang lain. Tun M pernah cakap orang melayu tak nak jadi buruh tak mahu hidup bertuan makan gaji. Tak nak kerja susah tak nak kerja kotor.

Semasa mereka di usia muda bertenaga atau semasa usia ketika masih di sekolah di mana mereka boleh belajar semua yg mereka mahu adakah mereka berfikir aku kena manfaat kan masa ini dengan betul supaya aku kelak lebih senang.

Di sekolah kalau aku belajar betul siapkan semua kerja rumah. Faham apa yang cikgu ajar. Dapat keputusan periksa yg bagus.

Ketika ada masa lapang kalau aku isi dengan baik cara pengalaman kerja sambilan. Kenal dunia. Tak sibuk dgn pekara membazir masa.

Di awal 20-an kalau aku kerja keras tidak membazir menyimpan pendapatan aku. Sediakan simpanan yg cukup untuk masa gawat. Tak sibuk bercinta.

Ketika badan masih sihat kalau aku bekerja bersungguh. Jangan membazir masa. Buat kerja lebih jika perlu.

Adakah nasib harini akan berubah jika semalam kita lalui dgn berbeza. Siapa tahu. Tapi adakah tuhan akan mengkianati hamba nya yang sudah berusaha. Tapi ada suara yg cakap hidup bukan untuk kerja keras semata. Kesihatan badan dan masa lebih penting. Anda timbang sendiri la. Nak letih bekerja ke nak rasa perit hidup papa.

Lahir dalam kesusahan itu suratan tapi mati dalam kemiskinan itu salah anda sendiri. Lebih hina lagi lahir dalam kesenangan tapi mati dalam kedaifan.

Old But Not Dying

I don't know what wrong with wrong with people this day. More saddening it is people around me. Racism. What the fuck this people keep creating hate and racism. Saying malay that and Chinese that. If one people is wrong then that it. Don't drag the whole race or religion. All people can make wrong. No matter what you are. Badly this kind of hate come from old people above 50 advising the young one of hate. What they should do advise the young one how to have a better life base on their experience. Not keep spreading hate massage. End of the day people just want to make some money, grow up kids and died with their eye close

Wife and Kids

Some where out there there is an idea of being a man is easy. You get to be self promote to head, leader and king when you get marry. There no such need for you to do house chores and all the get serve to you by others. Some where you get to decide all the thing in marriage, divorce and marry up to four. Yes, this ideology still out there and practiced by some people. Easy husband.

Wife and kids.

Wife, you start with something smart already, can sustain by herself and can be teach. How ever there is a catch she may be stuck with what she had learn prior to you and there another thing call stubborn. She may have a lot of negative trade. if in early stage you just let the negative keep happening one day you might not stand it and it is already to late. How you decide to treat you wife at day one will decide how your wife treat you until you die. As a man or woman you can choose who ever you want to marry. There is what people call jodoh but end of the day it is still you who decide and say yes for it. What you choose will decide your future. This is one of the biggest gamble in your life and make sure you have your risk calculated.

Kids, you start with zero, blank page, totally will not sustain him self, hard to be teach at the start. Maybe after 2 or 3 years if you do it right it will be easier to shape your kids. This one we can say you cannot choose what kind of kids you want, the best bet you have look at yourself and the wife you choose. Your kids might be the mix of both of you. If you decide from day one to focus on your kids and shape him properly he will grow up find and will not be a pain in the ass. This really will drain you up and you can easily fuck it up. So it not just about having kids it is more to developing them. Do it right they will help you later.

So which one is easier to shape, wife or kids? the one who think that they want to be the best version of themselves will be the easier to shape. It can be both wife and kids.

Hard Husband think about all this. What happen later all lies on the man shoulder.

The choice is your to be what kind of man to your family.