Kenal Dunia

To my Sons and Future Daughter,

I will bring u guys to explore all the thing possible. To learn all the thing in your enviroment. Macam mana aku dibesarkan dulu.

Supaya anak anak expose dgn semua. Supaya bila sampai masa mereka interact dgn dunia luar mereka taw bwa diri. Semoga mereka xjd golongan yg perabih duit ptptn shopping di mall, makan segala jenis kedai di bandar besar, beli baju mengarut, pergi tempat mengarut seperti mana aku tengok apa yg terjadi masa di uitm dulu. Biar diorng ada mind set aku xkisah pun semua ni abah aku dah bagi aku rsa lebih, bwa aku tempat yg jauh lebih hebat.

Kdang2 benda ni jadi  sbb parent xsempat nak expose kan anak2. Penting parent bagi ilmu dunia dkt anak. Belajar hormat orang. Ni bukan hormat yg belajar dkt sekolah agama. Ini lebih, ini ilmu bagaimana kau melihat manusia. Semoga ilmu ni manafaat untuk kamu semua.

Ketahui lah me and your mum dah jadi part of golongan yg hidup di KL. Bangun awal pagi hadapi jam nak kerja. Pergi kerja sebelum matahari terbit balik selepas matahari terbenam and me even worse after matahari terbit the next day. Yes your dad had built skyscraper and your mum had walk the city with Starbuck and watch KLCC at her office window. We meet chinese, indian, banglas and all sort of people. We had tasted the dream of all.

Later, it will be your turn. Chase your own dream and ensure yourself are ready for it. You judge yourself what sort of life you want to live. We only want to give all the guide that we can and die one day knowing we left you guys with enough to survive.

Sesungguhnya aku kesian tengok mak ayah yg dah tua xboleh nak mati sbb memikirkan apa jadi dkt anak dia bila mereka dah xde.

HIDUP INI TAKKAN INDAH

We live in a world that you can see all people had been shown the lane. Which lane you choose is up to you and the choice will determine where you end. Then came the term Anarchy. Anarchy is the people who go against the lane or break out of the lane. Myself once have this though in me. That normal especially when you are a teenager but when you grow up, you come to a sense that no one is forcing you actually to go into these lane. You are actually moving yourself.

Sebenarnya tak ada istilah pun takdir ke ketentuan ke, We pave our own way. We decide our life. but. In order to be in that position we need the power to decide. Siapa nak atas dunia ni hidup susah kena kerja macam2. bangun pagi. but we do it in term of responsibility. To feed our mouth to fight another day.

The point here is untuk menuntukan hidup kita, kita kena ada power in term of will, money, money, money and time baru kita boleh decide. Kalau dari awal asyik nak rebel je kita umpama anjing menyalak bukit. We need all of the power first then we can be the hand that control the puppet. To get the power it is not a shame to go with the lane first but make sure you remember your goal and keep in control. When the right time come show yourself and control all.

HIDUP INI TAKKAN INDAH, KITA YANG KENA MENGINDAHKAN DIA

ABAH

To a son his father is the person he see up most, the one he look to and the one he want to become. For me he is the one i want to prove myself and make him proud of me.

• You can have a dad that is a criminal but still look after his daughter like Dead Shot.
• Your dad can be a pious man spent time praying but dislike working to earn a living
• You can have a dad that is so nice that would not scold the child on anything that he did wrong

What kind of dad you want to be just remember there is all kind of dad in this world but in some way your dad will reflect on you and yourself will reflect to your child

Sustainability

Sustainability usually word use by big corporate company to show that their business can stand thousand years and adapt to change.

For me...

Even our father left us early for me he had provide enough. Compare to other he had stock enough supplies for us to live. Only lacking his love for us and the time for us to prove what we can do to repay him. Whatever happen we will still sustain here with what he had provide to us.

Maybe its true god is fair.

Some guys really got all sort of illness but still live their day. Who's know what happen to his children when he is gone from this world. Even thou the sons his old enough to have his own children. It is not sure he can provide to his son. Maybe that why god left that kind of guy live.

Can also be..

He foresee that if my dad still here in no time we will archive our greatness. We are complete package and for sure can make it big out there.

No matter what..

How much damn thing you throw at us we will stand and fight all the way to the top. No matter how much sacrifice had to be make and who the casualties you take.

Just wait for it..

11 April 15 to 28 November 16

From 11 April 15 to 28 November 16 it had been

Five Hundred Ninety Seven days had passed

51 million ticking second

1 year, 7 months, 17 days

That a very long way. Lots had happen in a sense that i also don't know how to describe them. It's like my world had been twisted upside down. I wish it just a dream that i soon be waking up. My brain had been hit and cramped with lot of things to be process. I fell like cursing or crying. For a 25 years old some time i feel it is too much.

It is written that my life won't be such a joy ride. The moment i let my guard down shit keeping coming out of no where. For now I just want to say to who or what so ever setting this universe you are just starting a war with me.

I had loss what i could loss. Unfairly taken from me in the mist i am marching to my glory days. I will take you out. You just wait.