ABAH

To a son his father is the person he see up most, the one he look to and the one he want to become. For me he is the one i want to prove myself and make him proud of me.

• You can have a dad that is a criminal but still look after his daughter like Dead Shot.
• Your dad can be a pious man spent time praying but dislike working to earn a living
• You can have a dad that is so nice that would not scold the child on anything that he did wrong

What kind of dad you want to be just remember there is all kind of dad in this world but in some way your dad will reflect on you and yourself will reflect to your child

Sustainability

Sustainability usually word use by big corporate company to show that their business can stand thousand years and adapt to change.

For me...

Even our father left us early for me he had provide enough. Compare to other he had stock enough supplies for us to live. Only lacking his love for us and the time for us to prove what we can do to repay him. Whatever happen we will still sustain here with what he had provide to us.

Maybe its true god is fair.

Some guys really got all sort of illness but still live their day. Who's know what happen to his children when he is gone from this world. Even thou the sons his old enough to have his own children. It is not sure he can provide to his son. Maybe that why god left that kind of guy live.

Can also be..

He foresee that if my dad still here in no time we will archive our greatness. We are complete package and for sure can make it big out there.

No matter what..

How much damn thing you throw at us we will stand and fight all the way to the top. No matter how much sacrifice had to be make and who the casualties you take.

Just wait for it..

11 April 15 to 28 November 16

From 11 April 15 to 28 November 16 it had been

Five Hundred Ninety Seven days had passed

51 million ticking second

1 year, 7 months, 17 days

That a very long way. Lots had happen in a sense that i also don't know how to describe them. It's like my world had been twisted upside down. I wish it just a dream that i soon be waking up. My brain had been hit and cramped with lot of things to be process. I fell like cursing or crying. For a 25 years old some time i feel it is too much.

It is written that my life won't be such a joy ride. The moment i let my guard down shit keeping coming out of no where. For now I just want to say to who or what so ever setting this universe you are just starting a war with me.

I had loss what i could loss. Unfairly taken from me in the mist i am marching to my glory days. I will take you out. You just wait.

You and Other

1. You can't be an engineer if there is no indonesian to be carpenter and banglas to be barbender.  Your degree or Ir is as good as empty paper.
2. Peoples are created equal the different is our story path and beginning.
3. Don't feel you are just too good then others.
4. People always said all the negative thing about malays and why they are poorer the Chinese.
5. Chinese also got as much as negative quality as malay but they are very protective of their kind.
6. Malay most of time think about themselves and even lie and steal from their own kind.
7. This negative thing create a major step back in malay especially in business.
8. Good people treat people in a way you want to be treated. 

Jackson Teller

The Sons of Anarchy had ended. Anarchy a familiar word to me.  SOA start when  i was still in semester 3. From the first episode it just cut deep inside me. I watch them laugh, cry and scream of agony. Losses of family and brother. The end mark the end of me. Significantly the life of as a student, as my mum boys and the one who go fun crazy. Life as a worker really eat me up. An engineer. The one thing that had been out of my mouth since i learn about the word. I even got a name card to prove it. So what else ? The inside of me sometime cries, being away from family, get suck by the darn of working life. The feel of responsibility slowly persuade me to wake up and keep on life moving. Maybe one day i left like Jax. Having tied all the lose end and smilling for the good future i left behind.